Inner Workings

I need to get HBO, apparently all the good shows are on this channel. I grew up in the projects as well, but I actually saw how people lived and did behind closed doors. I fantasize on how I would want to live.

A)There was my neighbors, who were prostitutes, and had load of kids,while their mom watch them while they were with a client.

B) Then there was another neighbor, whose husband would beat her up all the time. When he run out money or drugs, he would prostitute his wife against her own will. He be drunk and high off his ass standing outside in the cold, holding his infant daughter.

C)My neighbor upstairs, especially the room above me, well he beat his wife about twice a week. I can remember her and the baby crying. It wake me up every single time.

D)There was the time that the neighbors across my apartment got a night visit from the SWAT team. Ooops, it turn it was the wrong apartment and they were suppose to storm into their neighbors apartment. What whirlwind was that....SWAT team was there to catch a drug dealer.

E)the worst one, well the neighbor that watch children in her home. When the kids were bad, she put them in the closet and leave them there. Then the mother wonder why her child was afraid of the dark and hesistant to go to this lady home.

I was only a teen when I saw all this happen. I vowed I would never live in the projects in the future if I did not have too. I would daydream of living in a home away from all this, the american ideal home. Perhaps this is strong motive in marrying my current husband. He had the ideal american upbringing, where the family would take trips together, parent had decent jobs, and lived in a nice home, tonz of x-mas presents under the tree.
Me, well my mom makes us go into the dumpsters to look for things, our clothes were hand me downs from the church my mom would clean, around x-mas we go to the place where you get free gifts to give to your children when you from under wage/poverty family.

I was very happy when my parents purchased a home and we moved from there.

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